Two thousand nine was a good year for me. I started some things rolling that will change my life forever. My actions of this year have left me in a place that is full of uncertainty, mystery and that funny feeling in the stomach that comes from not feeling totally in control. But really…we never are in control. The only difference is that right now I can’t kid myself that I am. What tomorrow will bring only tomorrow knows. Yikes!
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- Mission Mondays are coming back! Get ready, Joy Rebels!
- Getting an email from a treasured friend with the words, “I adore you.”
- This Word of the Year discovery tool from Christine Kane (Thank you, Kim, for the link!)
- Spending a quiet, fun new year’s eve with my darling.
- Feeling very excited about the coming year. It might be full of lessons, it might be full of delights. One thing for sure…it will be full of CHANGE.
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I was originally thinking that 2009 was a crap year, but all’s well that ends well I guess. Every evolution has to have it’s chaos to transform.
For sure!
Kelly, following your life during 2009 we have seen you grow after taking action on the things that matter the most to you, even though it has been scary sometimes. You have taught me a lot. Thank you!
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Kelly, may 2010 bring you all you desire. You know what you say about not being able to kid yourself anymore that you are in control (of course I do think we are in control of some things moment by moment) reminds me of what I think about God and heaven and the beliefs around such. Sometimes I wish I believed in heaven as my life would be so much easier. Oh, well I can’t do or be X but when I get to heaven….. There is always that image of a glorious land to hold in the mind even when actual life feels miserable. But unfortunately I dont get solace from this image nor even have this image in my life view. Does that make things easier or harder. Our illusions and delusions protect us from hard truths sometimes. Is it better to stand in the truth and thence go forward or better to be protected. Rhetorical question really. Be well, suki
Mmm, yes. Your comment got us to talking about how much we can and can’t control in life. I feel like writing more about this now. Thank you.